Life Update
Hi. It's been a while. Things aren't going well now. I mean, my life has always been shitty lol but idk,,, today macam unbearable. Or probably because I've been bottling things up and keep telling myself that it's okay, I'm okay dan dia suddenly macam nak meletup. I finally found a reason why the hell I'm so scared of graduating. Life after graduating is hella crazy kan? Okay la maybe some people graduate happily- dapat kerja- life jadi smooth af. But not me. Hahah. Probably because God hates me that's why I don't deserve happiness lol I was unemployed for a few months after graduating. Life went downhill doh. Idk man, there's so much pain lah.. I keep praying for all of this to end, deep down hoping that someone will magically shows up and save me from all these sadness or pain or whatever I'm feeling.. I can't even describe it Is this normal? Aku nak kena pergi jumpa therapist ke? Kadang aku wonder, if I were to go there, ada ke medication...