SYUSSHI KAMAL

I am legit the most easily influenced woman ever. Like, for real. Even myself realise that but I can't help it. But anyways- the main reason for today's post is....... I have been watching Evelyn Ha's vlog on YouTube lately. The interactions between her and her two sisters menghiburkan aku. Their sassiness, and sometimes dumb things they did are really something. Somehow, it makes me want to actually spend time with my sisters and do shits like that too hahahha Back then before entering Uni, I don't really spend my time with my sisters (or family) that much. I don't know, back then I can't see the point of spending my precious time with them. I used to enjoy doing my own things at home, not talking to my family because apparently my siblings doesn't know how to speak nicely to each other. There are always insults in between the sentences every time we interact.I was (or maybe still are) the most sensitive person in the family. And I am known as the most hot-...

I'm gonna make a confession here. For myself. So that a few years later when I read this post back, I would realise how stupid I was for falling in love with a friend, for loving someone a little too much that sometimes my heart ache when I think about him. Dear you, the cutest human being I've ever met in my 22 years old life. The one who used to make me smile all day long just from a single "hey" text. I hate you. I hate how every time things get hard I wish you would appear out of nowhere. I hate how your random stupid texts always madee my mood a looooot better. I hate how it always felt like a freaking canon in D is playing when we texts. I hate how your presence never fails to make my heart beats a little bit faster that I can't be myself when you're around because I wanna look good in front of you and I want your attention (this is so stupid btw) I hate the fact that your smile is so breathtaking even when you're not that handsome (this is my opi...