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Haiii


It's 2019, I'm turning 21 this year! Age is just a number, ye faham but.... I still can't accept the fact that I'm getting older, I'm no more that little girl that would cry if she doesn't get what she wants. Well, let's be honest, I still have that 'perangai' in me. If I want it, then I want it.....


Something inside me is screaming, I don't wanna get old. I don't want to be old enough to make my own choice. I don't want to be independent. I want to depend on someone sobs sobs but it's not like we can choose to say smol and cute kan :')


p/s: birthday aku tahun ni hari sabtu!



So, 2019, what's new? It's the 22nd day of 2019 and I am still the same. Syuhada masih lagi seorang Syuhada, sitting around do nothing (okay actually I've been busy watching animes, dramas and looking after my 3 nieces) and still can't accept the fact that I'm getting older...


So, my last year resolutions.... I think I achieved most of it. I think.


Quoting my last year's post, "I just hope that 2018 gonna be a lot better, create more memories. To be honest, I just want to be happy. That's all."



Was 2018 a lot better compared to the years before? Well, every year is the same.... Oh maybe in 2018, a loooot things happened. I smiled more, laugh like I'm the happiest person in the world and cried like it's the end of my life. Really. Create more memories? Checked! 2018, am I happy? I guess so? I don't know. My emotions were always a rollercoaster.



so, resolutions for 2019? Hmmm.... I dunno. Maybe just like every year: I wanna make more friends, explore! I'm up for more adventures, create more memories and.... I wanna be happy. I just wanna be happy this year, no more tears, please.... I don't want to expect anything this year, less expectation less hurt. Let's play safe hahah ;-;



and, oh, maybe

+ Gonna try to lose some weights haaahaaaa I wanna remove these chubby cheeks of mine I'm tired of people calling me pipi pau [target: 46kg I dunno if this is possible, but let's see]
+ Go hiking for at least 3 times [since last year I only manage to do it once]




so, Happy New Year everyone! Though I'm a bit late, but who cares. Let's smile and laugh a looooot more this year! 




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